Here Lately.

So! I am half way through with Michael being gone to Texas!! Yay us! It's not been easy.  I haven't blogged in awhile and I think a lot of it has to do with finding time, and then actually feeling the desire to blog once I find said time.  I can honestly say the hardest for me is the weekends.  During the week, it's hard but we have a routine and can mostly stick with it.  But when a weekend comes, I don't want to just do the same things we've been doing throughout the week.  I want at least saturday to be a fun day for the kids.  Sometimes it works out, and sometimes it does not.  This past weekend was really good because our saturday was very eventful and at the end of that day I felt good as a mom for being able to entertain the kids and not be stressed out.  Sunday is probably the hardest day.  It is so so hard sitting through church with two kids.  It's stressful and some days I want to just give up and go home.  I feel happy though that I haven't just given up yet.  I have however admitted that Sunday are not my favorite day and that I actually hate them without a husband.  I don't hate church, I just hate the experience of going through church without help.  The positives I can see is that I know I can handle my two kids alone even if some days end with what I call "stress tears"; and I have also gotten to know some friends from church a lot better.  I can say that after a long time I really do feel like I have friends around me, which will only make moving away from here hard because I will miss them very much. 

Here lately:

This is a picture of us at the Tulip Festival.  I thought It was pretty despite my dirty camera lens.

The other day I was cleaning the bathroom, but then got sidetracked and took a picture of the belly.  This is at 28 weeks. So currently, I am a tiny bit bigger but I am waiting a few more weeks til I take another belly pic. 

This is me and the kids with the moose at park city! My mom and sister just recently came out to visit and one of their days here we went shopping down cute, cute main street.

Another day we went to the zoo which is having a dinosaur theme this month.  Haiden was so, so funny because he really thought they were real. I love this picture-- you can totally see the excitement all over his face :) It was probably my most favorite zoo trip ever.